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I don’t edit to contribute to the community; I edit
because I get off on topping other people’s prose.
~ Gary Switch, Contributing Editor to Prometheus Magazine
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SCENEsubmissions
July 27th, 2003
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IN THIS STEAMING ISSUE
And Yet Another Excellent New BDSM & Spirituality Discussion Group!
Summer Fiction Special: Excerpt from Erotica Author Sascha Illyvich’s
story: "Spanking Cold Weather" a Mistress Kitty and Trent story
Because You Asked - Poem By Elizabeth
Upcoming Live Interviews with BDSM Personalities on Dominate Radio
Website of the Week
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How to Subscribe to this Free Newsletter
Publishing Policy
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Excerpt from Erotica Author Sascha Illyvich’s story: "Spanking Cold
Weather" a Mistress Kitty and Trent story:
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Excerpt Link:
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Details below.
Sascha Illyvich is the author of "Mistress Kitty and Trent: Tales of
Love and Romantic BDSM" and "Sensualities" Sascha Illyvich has written a
lot of things, but by far Sascha’s greatest joys have been the fact that
writing has been an escape. With work posted at Thermoerotic.com, Three
Pillows Bisexual site and past updates for the Erotica Readers and
Writers Association, Sascha has been pleased with everything that’s
transpired. Currently, she’s working on a contemporary romance, a
vampire romance and another BDSM novel. To stay current, join the
newsletter that Sascha puts out bimonthly, or just get a hot read, point
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Authors love feedback too!
"Come inside, its time for your warm bath, dinner and bedtime. I’m
through with you for another day."
Her tone sweetened, but Trent didn’t pay it mind. He crawled inside
quickly. No sign of Miss Carrie. Good, he thought. No more of that
bitch. But his spirit was almost gone.
He didn’t realize it until the final day, when Kitty came to pick him up
and he greeted her not with a loving embrace, but with kisses of
adoration all over her shoes. Kitty looked on as he showered her feet
with kisses. She waved her hand and he stopped, sitting at her feet
until Alexis snapped her fingers and he bowed, eyes lowered to the
floor.
Kitty and Alexis chatted briefly but Kitty was anxious to get Trent
home. She missed her subbie and wanted to spend time with him. Moreover,
there were all the questions she had for him about his training.
Trent, still sore and bruised, was glad to be back with Kitty.
"How did you do?"
"I did as good as she said I did."
"How do you feel you did?"
"Miserable. She’s much harsher than you are. She treated me like dirt,
and I believe I am below everything now."
Silent for the next few minutes, Kitty spoke firmly, "I wanted you to
see another side of the lifestyle, for experience."
"I’m sure I got plenty of that."
"Now I am, too."
"Do you understand the difference between how each of us is dominant?"
"Yes."
"Do you value our relationship more after seeing her?"
Trent never stopped to consider this in the light she had mentioned.
"Yes. Yes I do," he answered honestly. It hit him that his mistress once
again knew what she was doing. He didn’t feign being impressed. Instead,
because of the training, he remained quite, pondering the memories as
they filled his head. His heart fought desperately to remind him of the
love they shared.
She held his hand tenderly in hers while driving back to their house.
When she arrived, Trent got out first and raced around the car to get
her door. He escorted her to the front door, opened it for her and let
her in first. He dropped to his knees and waited for her to call him in,
which she didn’t. He stood there until she came back. "Trent, you know
this relationship isn’t that way. Do I have to retrain you?" She said,
surprised.
Trent looked up at her, sad loving eyes begged him inward. Trent started
crawling forward but Kitty came up and took his face in her hands.
"Stand up," she commanded.
Trent stood up, looking down at her with cold eyes until she placed her
lips over his and led him inward, shutting the door behind them. She
slipped off his pants quickly, his cock bobbed forward and she grabbed
it tightly. "This belongs to me. Do you understand me?"
"Yes, Mistress."
"Who am I?"
"You are my Mistress," he breathed.
She stroked his cock a few times before kissing him again. She slipped
her tongue between his lips as he sucked on her lip.
"Remember my pet, who is in control. What’s my name?"
"Mistress Kitty."
"Good boy." She led him by his cock to the bedroom, which smelled of
holiday scents from the candles and incense burning. Kitty spread her
legs apart, revealing her bare mound beneath her skirt. She lifted her
skirt up slid Trent in and ran her hands over his entire body, ripping
off his clothes as she thrust against him.
"I’ve missed you so much, you little bastard. The nights were cold and
lonely without my pet to keep me warm," Kitty’s desire came through in
her voice.
"I’ve missed you too, Miss Kitty. God, you feel so good."
"Doesn’t your mistress feel good? You filling me up like a good boy,
would do me well if you came hard inside me, pet."
Trent took the hint, thrusting faster until he felt ready to come. He
slowed down until Kitty moaned and slapped his ass, hard.
"Fuck me, you shit!"
Several more slaps on his ass followed as Trent thrust deeper and faster
inside Kitty. When he felt ready to explode inside, she ordered him,
"Come, damn you!"
Trent, still feeling the stinging from his ass, shot his load deep
inside Kitty, filling her with his liquid cream. She shuddered, coming
instantly from the warmth of his come shooting inside. She dug her nails
into his back, unaware that his skin was already sensitive from his
weeks’ previous ordeal, but when he bit down hard on her, nearly drawing
blood, she cried out. Kitty did enjoy the pain.
Several hours later, while lying in her arms, Kitty stroked his hair.
Trent opened his eyes just enough to hear her whisper, "I’m glad you
love me. I’m so glad we have each other. This year, Christmas is going
to be wonderful."
Trent knew in his heart that this was true. His heart stopped fighting
with his head, because he finally had answers to the questions that
Mistress Alexis gave him. Trent would tell Kitty this in the morning.
They had a big day ahead of them, more planning, holiday shopping, and
house rearranging. Kitty had a party to continue planning, and this time
Trent was getting a reward.
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Because You Asked
By Elizabeth
scribess@hotmail.com
Through years of encountering new Dominants, I’ve struggled with how to
handle the dilemma of answering when a Dominant seeks information about
my experience, "what I like," etc. (This comes after a "getting to know
you" period of communication, when a sense of potential has been
established, and actual play is being considered.)
I’ve tried lists, questionnaires, extensive essays. They seem to
miss the essence, the spirit of my nature as a submissive. I’ve recently
been cultivating a relationship with a distant Dominant and planning a
meeting. When it came time to share with him more in-depth information
about my nature and experience as a submissive, I turned to free verse,
a stream of consciousness writing... and this was the result.
Disclaimer: this writing is not intended as a statement of how
submission "should" be for anyone. It is simply an intensely personal
and individual view of my own submissive nature.
Because You Asked
All that I write
about what I have done
is less significant than
what cannot be written...
That impossible-to-describe spark
link
between Dominant and submissive
which is either there
or is not...
It is the necessary Mystery.
I have experienced submission of the body:
it is, ultimately,
an empty thing.
Submission in spirit,
with that connection,
is the Dominant knowing
sensing
what I want
what I need
before I know it myself,
a natural meshing of his desires
and mine
....this is the deepest submissive journey.
I have been
tied up
tied down
with ropes
with scarves
with words...
Leather cuffs at wrists and ankles
chained
spread-eagled
feeling the freedom of restraint
when the focus sharpens
to the Dominant’s touch.
With little movement possible,
sensation goes deep --
not released in thrashing movement,
response arises from a wild
primitive place
ancient elemental woman
out of mind
out of time.
I have been
whipped
spanked
flogged
paddled
by the best and worst Dominants...
The Best
know that the arc of pain
must match the arc of arousal
or pain is
just
pain
Not the dance of pain-pleasure
presenting the submissive challenge,
to go as far as I can
and beyond
into becoming sensation and response
for the pleasure of the Dominant.
The Worst
Strike before raising the hunger
create no rhythms
seduce no seduction
body, mind or spirit...
Confuse Dominance with sadism,
Forget that slim women have little fat
to cushion deep muscles which bruise,
painful for days
and damaging.
They chatter,
expect me to speak complete sentences --
Trapped in rational mind,
there is no submission.
***************
My nipples are highly eroticized
wired directly to my cunt...
I have never orgasmed
from nipple play alone,
but
the teasing torture of nipples
melts me
drives me deep into hunger
for more
more
more
and my cunt cries out
to be probed by exploring fingers
...there is something commanding
about the insertion of fingers
"mine..."
taking possession...
my body anchored
center centered
around that possession.
I cannot bear nipple clamps
or clothespins.
Better are roach-clip style clips
and snake-bite kit suction tubes...
toys are effective
but so is pinching
tweaking
sucking
nibbling bites.
Some Dominants want to mash the breasts
please, not with me!
Small breasted women
have little between breasts and ribs --
not a good ouch,
and damaging.
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Then there are the subtle things...
The Dominant who carries my
wallet
keys
cigarettes & lighter
when we go out...
I have nothing to keep track of
I am taken care of --
He possesses my stuff
he possesses me.
Then in the taxi
he tosses his coat over my lap
whispers in my ear
"Not a sound..."
and slips his hand up my dress
pushes my panties aside
plays with me
until I am wet
and fingers me
as I try not to whimper...
This is the submissive edge --
this knowing that
he will take
any opportunity
to touch
to stroke
to tease
anytime
anywhere
a hand under the table
sliding up my thigh
a simple demand
"wear no panties tonight,
I may want to touch you."
During desert
draped secretly by the tablecloth
"slide your legs apart...
feel the air? it touches you
in my name..."
Laughing conversation
can turn in an instant...
my nipple
even clothed
suddenly between his fingers
"oh, and how you’ve wanted this,
yes?
tell me..."
head falling back
I whisper "yes"
and he laughs
soft and low
"I like the curve of your neck,
head back further..."
and he traces a line with his finger
up my neck
nipple still held,
and I moan...
"...and that, my dear,
is only the beginning..."
**********************
A submissive doesn’t want to worry
to wonder
what will please
or if she is pleasing...
He says,
stand like this
sit like that
arch your back
oh, yes, that’s lovely
how your breasts invite my touch...
don’t pull away from my spanking hand,
raise your buttocks to me
yes, yes, just like that...
The Dominant’s talk
becomes a mirror
in which this submissive sees herself
her submission through his eyes,
talk that is not formula
but arises from the moment...
Your heat, he says,
tells me you want more
do you want more?
Answering is
in and of itself
an act of submission,
arising from the heat of being Mastered.
In the absence of that heat
I cannot
will not
speak empty words:
"Master" is not a noun,
it is a verb.
Nor can I pretend "punishment"
a pretense
I am not "a very bad girl,"
I am, by nature, a very good submissive.
The Dominant opens the pathways
demands that this submissive
move ever more deeply
into her submissive response...
The more he controls her response
the more she responds,
an instrument to his touch
he plays her
and she is played
with rapture
respect
and gratitude...
and she blushes, later, at the
remembrance
of just how far
he made her go
when she was no longer her own
but his
at his hands
and under his spell.
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Upcoming Live Interviews with BDSM Personalities on Dominate Radio
July 31...Sascha "St. Anger" Illyvich
Author of "Mistress Kitty and Trent: Tales of Love and Romantic BDSM"
I will be giving away a copy of "Mistress Kitty and Trent" e-book and a
coffee mug with the cover on it.
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Website of the Week
Stuart Norman’s Website, AKA Cyrwyn, The Leatherfaerie Shaman: Author,
Activist and Founder of Tarheel Leather Club
http://www.coolcatdaddy.com/cyrwyn
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ABOUT SADIE AND THE MISSION OF THIS NEWSLETTER
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